I've got my Tumblr page set up and i've started using it.. I'm liking it more ^_^

So there is a possible chance where i'd abandon this Livejournal and go on with Tumblr..

Check me out there http://finaxyz.tumblr.com

I've jumped from Multiply to Blogger to Livejournal and now jumping to Tumblr.. hmmmmm

I just decided to wanna give tumblr a try and still figuring it out, now i'm trying to see if this post would go there..

so

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I hvnt update in days.. WOW!

Since I was too tired to type up the updates or about my current thoughts i was inspired to do a voice diary. Ever since i was a kid, i love talking to myself to update on what i've been up to or just gathering my thoughts. And i really wanna try how it'd be like to have a voice diary. The things i talk to myself about are unpredictable and are the most sincere truths that i talk about. Might as well have it recorded so i can hear myself instead of just talking.

So below are the cuts of my voice diary for the night.

( Voice Diary )

I wont provide a summary of what i said, if u're curious.. Just listen to my diary ;p

Ok seriously, in previous post. The one i just posted not even an hour ago. The point where everytime i hyperventilates about Junsu, something new about Junho appears!!

I saw an update from SYC. Right after i blogged, i snooped around for updates and i saw SYC's update. They just posted more caps of Junsu in 3hree Voices DVD.. and heck i was spazzing, i literally squeaked gibberish outta me looking for my mouse for easy scroll!!

I was going gaga over him and literally all over the place going insanely madly crazy... And just was like woaaa Junsu omg, he's so cute!! Then i saw the smiles and all and his singing face OMG!! i was like O_O!! JUNSUUUUUU lucky my brother hasnt got home yet cuz i really went YAAA!! DGLKJAKHFAF#%$w@

Right after i got a grip. I went to facebook. GUESS WHAT I SAW!!! Junho's official SG FB fanpage just posted his latest shots for editorials.

And gahh i was hyperventilating again... You see wat these twins are doing to me..?!?! they choose to attack me at the same timing Grrrrr...

And yea i commented on the album "Omg, i'm seriously missing this dude!!! gahhhh he looks so handsome in the shots"

The dude replied, "‎@Fina: Please don't hyperventilate! ^^"

I replied, "‎>< ok, seriously.. can u actually see me?? hahahaha -embarrassed-"

he replied, "@Fina: Just a gentle reminder. Don't want you to get hurt by over hyperventilating! ^^"

I replied, "hahha i was hyperventilating -hides- and yea, i think my heart skipped abit.. Thanks for the uploads by the way.. Just chose this hour to do so.. Killing me at this timing.. heheh ^_^ he really looks handsome there."

Idk wat i was talking about but yeah.. U see i prove my point right.. it's just fated that i have to spazz about the twins at the same time.. I cant be biased against on of them, the other might just appear outta nowhere!

Ohya, by the way.. My laptop and my home wireless decide to cooperate with me. I managed to get them to work, so now i'm hyperventilating over the twins on my bed.. And having Dong Bang songs playing on shuffle.. wat a good night!!

Here i am, sitting on the floor of the living room, right in front of the TV cabinet surfing the net and "blogging". WAAAIIII?
Because my laptop and my home wireless network apparently are not getting along!! I HAVE NO IDEA WHY!

( --Home Wireless and Laptop working together or against each other?-- )

Another question that i'd like to ask is that..

( My eyes are being double standard )

Hmm, what am i doing now? Well, i'm waiting for RDRSubs team to make the 2nd part of the YongSeo couple latest episode public. Cuz currently the video is still processing so the quality is nt that good. When they make it public then i can watch it. I've already watched Khuntoria what's left is to wait for Adam couple to be out. hehe I CANT WAIT. The show is really nice! i like it!

I would love to talk about my Junsu Junho spazzing but that woud take up so much time >.< I'll just touch on a little.

( ---Junsu & Junho Spazz-- ).

So today i continued spazzing over them again.. waaaaaa

( ---Dong Bang Mode--- ).

Anyways, the second part of Goguma latest episode is out already.. I'mma go watch it then head to bed or something. I'll see what i'm gonna do.

Mornitez loves

Last night i spent the whole night exploring the LiveJournal layouts out there. And also attempts to design some banners for my journal which is definitely amateur works hehe. It didnt turn out that great but i'm sorta satisfied with it so we're all good.

If u've noticed i've also added the chatbox up there. I just wanna have one, if any1 is ever gonna drop by and shout smth there it'll be nice. So i slept at 4am last night after i was done playing around and trying out different layouts.

Nothing much interesting happened yesterday. Just that it was my first day and i kept getting the urge to scream at my mom (since there's no1 else to scream at). And i just get ticked off so easily, asking me a simple question can cause me to flare up which i did at my mom. Sorry mom. And the PAIN!! Good Lord, is it necessary?! Can i please live without it? Oh gawd, the pain is so unbearable that i didnt find it embarrassing walking around GIANT clutching my tummy and groaning like an old woman.

Not to mention, my appetite was crazy.. I had 6 pieces of Salmon Sushi, a steak, 2 pieces of Bonesteak and half piece of Apple Danish and a piece of Doughnut. After my uncle and aunt went home, i went to watch TV at my mom's room. Yup, after the tv i got back to the living room and doing my own thing. And as usual, my emotions when all crazy. I was perfectly fine.. Just that i had a feeling of just being EMO which i hv no idea why. And i just get irritated so easily. Just talk to me and congratulations, u have just succeeded in irritating Fina.

How irritating is that? Ok, i've just irritated myself. I'm gonna just write till here, BLAAHHH

When i got home.. Hmmm, what was i doing hehe well...Nothing much i did. I just brought my laptop in and laid down next to my mom. She was on her lappy too. We laid down side by side both on facebook LOL. She was playing back to back Bejeweled Blitz whereas i was just looking through updates of my friends.

No, i'm not a stalker, that's what facebook is for. You catch up with the ongoings of ur friends' lives instead of suddenly meeting when u hvnt seen each other in ages and have those awkward moments where you go "What's going on with you recently?" Response "Well.. Stuff.. but not much just the usuals" Cuz it would take a lifetime for her to start from scratch on what u've been missing on. And she cant possibly pick a random incident to elaborate about cuz she might feel u might not wanna listen to the whole story of that or she might skip an incident where u would find interesting cuz she was busy elaborating on the uninteresting incident. By the time she finish elaborating an event, uh-oh time up needa go somewhere.

How inconvenient is that?

If you have been catching up on the ongoings of her life, the scenario would be different. You'd go like, "HEY! i saw ur update.. so u're ........." Response "Oh yea, funny story u know..... it all started ....... and now..... the process was...." So there u go.. She doesnt feel awkward talking abt it cuz u asked first. And u wdnt go like oh gawd, do i have to know? Cuz u wanna know, that's y u start the topic. No?

Back to wat i was doing. yea, so there was watching tv with mom and facebook-ing side by side. Power of technology, what an interesting mother-daughter time. And oh i was on tweetdeck. She peeped over and it was like,
( Conversation with Mom about "NO TWITTER FOR YOU" )

Was just watching tv with mom and during commercial breaks, i climb up my bed and get to my lappy just looking for updates. When there's nothing to catch up on i was just staring at my desktop and now that i'm on windows7 the desktop background is slideshow-like so it's pictures of Junsu changing every 10 seconds.

• I'm not crazy i'm just looking at slideshow pictures of Junsu and talking to myself.. not forgetting smiling to myself, die and be revived
• Junsu never fails to put smile on my face no matter how he looks.. I just die every time and be revived back looking at him
• OMG, looking at his pictures.. The moments where i actually saw him in real life is starting to flashback and my heart is racing. oh gawd!!
• I sit down and thnk from time to time why am i so into him. But then again, i think.. Why would i not be?

Those were my tweet updates when i was staring at pictures of Junsu changing every 10 seconds. But really i do think from time to time why and how can i really go crazy over him. All the reasons just started attacking my brain and floods it and causes my brain to freeze it's too much to handle and there's just so many and it keeps coming.

For every1 that comes, i'll melt for moments and try hard to recover to go to the next one sometimes my heart is nt strong enough i might just go (&$(@#)!@($@. It's too much work and not an easy thing so i cant really list them all.

Make things easy for me, my brain and my heart i stop and think the reason why would i not be crazy over him. None that i can think of. I mean  what is there about him that makes me not go crazy. NONE!! I love everything about him!
And staring at pictures of him and noticing the reasons that i'm going crazy over him and flashbacks of the moments where i actually got to see Junsu with my bare eyes. It's nt camera trick and it's not just for say but when u really see someone special, the world really stops spinning and the person shines and there's just this glow.

I was re-living the moment when i saw him walk passed me just like that and my heart was racing and it just started beating really fast and i could feel my whole body frozen. The exact feeling when i saw him. I was frozen, the world seemed like it stopped and it seemed that he's the only person that existed that point of time. IT'S MAGICAL! i think i better stop or it could go on forever.

Dinner!! ok, what did i have for dinner?

I had steak and Alfredo Pasta thinggy. It was yum yum.. Ok, i think i better post up till here. The rest of the time i did the same thing i was doing earlier and i mentioned it up there. Junsu spazzing and watching tv with mom.

It's 1.40am, i'm gonna do the dishes and then go to bed. Have to go to school at 11am tmr. Nitez world!